Writing this because I need to vent my feelings to someone.
Last year my parents decided to become foster parents. For people who don't know what this is. Basically when the parents of the kids are unable to take good care of them they are taken away from their homes and placed on a temporary (foster home). So on April 13th we received our first kids.
|me and "Jesse"|
|"Jesse" and "Richard"|
|Jesse turned 3 while living with us|
|How can you resist a smile like this?|
I have cried so much this week because I knew this day was coming, and I came to love them very much. What hurts the most is that Jesse is so young he will forget about us. I will probably never see him again. It honestly feels like they died.
Richard was very happy when we told him that he was going back home. But started to cry when we told him that he might never see us again. He said that he loved us and that he didn't want to miss us. He kept telling me how much he loved and and he was going to miss me :'(
|I had been raining earlier that day so my hair is a mess, but Richard looks so happy|
Richard we still had a lot of behavior problems with him. But he no longer wets the bed! and doesn't use diapers anymore! He didn't grew up too much, but he is heavy 46 pounds.
I will miss them so much, our home feels so empty without them.
|My last picture with them|
I've been crying since we dropped them off this morning. Hope I can cheer up later. Tonight I will go to L.A. to see 2NE1. Hopefully that will take them off my mind for a little bit.